Pitty,

When you give up on things that are too hard to do or achieve, you’re giving up on that one chance that can give you better, but you’ll never know, cause you don’t try.

Is it normal to get your fingers sore after 10 hours of studying and writing down notes.. Had the best sleep ever, and waking up to getting a shift the next day, actually happy cause I need $$ and it’s an early shift, yay ! 

Just got home from school, 1 exam down, 5 to go. My blood pressure is going to explode..

Sometimes you just have to turn your back on things for a second and look back at the truth, see what they’re really like not what they want you to see when you’re there. You can hide the truth, but these eyes can’t deny what they see.

It hit me earlier than I thought, I feel like everything is harder on me now, and all I have is just one person that makes me feel like it’s easy.. For now. Maybe it’s the time limit that I have left to make it worth it, or maybe I’m just too damn worried after, it’s not like I shouldn’t, right? Why am I like this.

The only place where I’ll be called “a freshmen”, the only place where I’ll be attending an event called “prom”, the only place where I will be educated in “college”. The only place where in the age of 16 am I allowed to drive. Stereotypical or nah ?

10 minutes break off from studying and I’m on Youtube.. so proud of actually understanding most of the accounting chapters this afternoon and maths test felt like a breeze.. not, well actually it wasn’t as bad as I thought but I have a feeling I’ll pass it. Feeling a little fat since last week with all the food that I’ve been eating, yuck. (No more chicken for me hahaha) Staying up to finish Studio arts outcome, let’s hope it’s worth staying up tonight..YAY for a B in VCD. Time to hit the books again.